My dick is crooked

As the title says, my penis is crooked.
It curves downwards and to the left, and it’s a real complex for me.
So I recently had surgery to straighten it.
During the surgery, I occasionally needed to look at erotic images on my phone to get an erection, but it was really hard to get aroused in that situation.
Now that it’s straight, I’m very happy.
But I still can’t have sex, or even masturbate, so I’m constantly horny.
I have to abstain for another month.
This is the first time I’ve gone this long without ejaculating.